A Song I Enjoy

Most of the time I feel like I have no purpose at all. So I listen to music and I try to put myself in the songs. I try to make it as though the story of the song is the story of my life. The reason for that is because the story of my life is so boring. I listened to this song called "Strange Clouds" and it sounded so much fun the first time I heard it. Like their everyday life is so fun. Like they have no cares in the world and they just party it up everyday. That's the complete opposite of my life. So when I put myself in those lyrics, I feel like my life is so much better, even though it'd probably be worse. They're basically saying they smoke weed and get drunk all day. Which is not such a great life. But when I imagine it's me I act as though it's all fun and games. But it's not even that. I often feel sad right afterwards even if I feel like it's all good for a minute. The song also says alot about being better than others, being at the top and I love that. I kind of feel more alive. I feel the beat bumping in my system and I sing along like a real G. But in reality...I'm not.

Snow Flakes (My winter Poem)

Winter Time
It's suppose to be the season to cuddle
They had it all figured out
Until their plans got muddled
He watched her from the window
She smiled sitting alone
In a seat so cold
Hearts frozen like ice
Planning out their deaths
Instead of snowball fights
And memorable nights
A smirk instead of a smile
An inch instead of a mile
The snowflakes melt like the love did
But it gets easy with practice
Snuck up, he didn't expect it
What's laying on the ground?
His head is
And as he bleeds on her lawn
She walks back into the house
She finishes her cocoa
Then she sneaks out
Never to return
Winter time, where love crashes
And burns